Geminians have funny ways of telling

why would

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a Woman feel intimidated by an 18 year old girl?

and immaturity is the answer.
Cheers

One Last Touch

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Happy Birthday, to my one and only, Mohammad Hafidz bin Eddy. Remember when we first met? 26/12/2008 @ Euphoria. when you were bald, but now you've grown taller, in a way, so bloody buff, and how caring you turned out to be. So glad I've found you. January 18, 2009 was the day I became your girlfriend and till now, Still is. 4th of July marks your 20th birthday. I'm glad we spent just enough time for the both of us in Penang. Honey, it's been 2 years 5 Months and 16 days today, so many things we've been through together. involving emotions, heartaches, headaches, but yet you never fail to put a smile on my face. And even then I still Shed tears. But not as much as you do hehe :) this year is the toughest year together with you. but then this year's Valentines is the sweetest Valentines I've ever celebrated. I still remember the 4 Red Velvet Cupcakes with hearts on it, and you placed a beautiful diamond ring in between. Funny how crazy our relationship is. Honestly from my heart, straight to yours, I love you Hafidz, and Happy Birthday. I hope you enjoyed my gift. I think by far is the craziest gift I have ever given to someone. And luckily, you're the first. and I hope for you to be the last

IF YOU WERE TO DESTROY

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Something, or someone. Destroy completely. Cause if in any case you have not done that throughly, you might regret starting it, dealing with it, and taking responsibility of the damage that you've done. I vow to get you back.

But..

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You'll always be my hero. eventhough you lost your mind

I am done

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of getting blamed, getting yelled at, tired of all the negativiting surrounding me. tired of my life. why can't they stop this? Please

Hi Hello

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Been neglecting this baby for a week? I think. Cause I don't have any thing interesting to share with y'all. It's just.. my life is getting worse. Nothing is cheering me up. I'm slowly counting days. Till I get to see the love of my life. My Daddy. June 10 to June 16. Exactly 7 days apart. My hands are actually shaking while typing. Probably the effect from my abnormal back bone. My sister is out with her fiancee probably to Changkat. My baby sister and brothers are in Kuantan with Daddy. Me? Alone at home, standing while having my laptop on top of the stairs. Alone. Alone. . . . Haiz my life.

Spent the whole day with Mom. Went to the hospital to get my X-Ray done. Mission failed. Appointment made on June 20th. See? My life. How.. unlucky. Then, headed to Wangsa Maju. To Mummy's office. I felt like a boss sitting in a big black leather chair, typing away using my mom's huge gigantic Apple desktop. Only I had my dress on, not a proper office attire. Then, Mom treated me a large cup of Tutti Frutti. With sprinkles and strawberry bits on top. Vanilla + Cookies n' Cream. Large cup all for myself. Mhmmm nyum! Mom had her medium-sized froyo. Then we went to The Curve. Had my early dinner at Garden. Spaghetti Carbonara. My everyday favourite dish. Only, I prefer my carbonara from Italiannies. And guess who I met?!? AARON AZIZ DINING NEXT TO ME!!!! But I was tooooo shy to snap a picture with him. Instead, I snapped two pictures of his fully customized BMW 5 series at the car park. Big sport rims I love! Metallic black, with fade black skirtings. 80% tinted, now tell me. His car is just as hot as he is :O

Okay done blogging, going out with Ammar. The poyo guy which I like hangin' out with hahaha. Good day, people

I WANT TO GO TO AUSTRALIA ON JULY/AUGUST 2011

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P L E A S E!!!!

The Official Avenged Sevenfold Nightmare Tour 2011

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Some searched, never finding the way, before long, they waste away. I found you, something told me to stay. I gave in, to selfish ways. And how I miss someone to hope, when hope begins to fade.

Happy 4th Birthday Zaqirah Alissa Zulkifli!

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Bits of pictures from Aly's 4th birthday :]

Theme : Blue & Yellow (Similar to Belle from Beauty & the Beast)

Venue: Kelab Darul Ehsan, Ampang

So Far Away

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Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time, always on my mind
And the light you left remains, but it's so hard to stay
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our future holds
Foolish lies, of growing old
It seems we're so invicible, the truth is so cold
A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind
Where you can stay
Where you stay awake forever

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I can't remember who exactly took this but comel HAHAHAHA

Look what Yann got for me from Redang! :D

95 members. I haven't done not even a quarter

Lindemans 2001

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good ol' red wine. over John Mayer's. good pack of Menthols. life's good

I miss Singapore

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Tasha, I know you're happy to finally see pictures on my Blogger. Hahaha. Managed to get some pics from my Blackberry. Latest trip to Singapore which was muchhhh more better and fun since I didn't go there alone that time. *the aloner who always travel with the mom and ended up being left.. alone* Enjoy dear readers, regards :]

Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose

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Arm to arm,
Dusk to dust

Yes we can dance,

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But you gotta watch your hands. watch me all night, I'm moving to the light because understand that we all need love. And I'm not afraid. I feel the love, but I don't feel that way. And she said, te amor. Then she puts her hand around my waist. Told her I'll never run away, but let me go

There you go

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I have to stop hiding. This hurts. Never thought it'd hurt this much

YOU,

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If you think it’s necessary to judge me by my past, don’t get mad when I think it’s necessary to put you there.

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Some pictures I found. Lots moreee I have hahaha

I miss you Arief & Afiq

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28th May is just few days. I can't wait to see my lil' babies. Haih :'[

A poem, about someone

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Ya whoever can find me someone similar to Zac Efron as my boyfriend

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I could use, a good boyfriend, not only the looks but the heart. Doesn't matter as well, what sports they play just, as long as they're not the type who sleeps all day eat burgers and sleep again. Impossible to find, anyway. Hahaha kiddin'. Its 3.30am, I'm crapping anyways. We fly single, we'll do good. ~

Manchester United for the win! Champ19n for Life!

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19th League Title, crowned the best Football team in English Football history. Glory, glory Manchester United. Just Hoping for a better jersey for 2011/12 :) Cheers and Toss to the Reds!

If this is music,

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6fwA37LEqA

I'd go all out for John Mayer. Toss and Cheers :)

Hey Sexy,

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I might take you home with me, if I could tonight

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And Baby, Imma make you feel so good tonight, cause we might not get tomorrow :)

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Anyways, does pigs fly? Ticklishness is a gay word. Poking is bad. Pinching on the other is called chest-pumping exercise. Helps. As for you, i don't speak sarcasm. I speak fluent baby language :) Loooove and kisses and "rubs on the thighs" to you classic guy ;)

So I digged through my album. Found this

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Pictures I got from my cousin back in '09. I miss my boys.

USB MALFUCTION

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SAY WHATTTTTT?!?!?!?!?!? Now my iPhone is.. officially.. dead..

Hello, Puchong

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Fresh market, fresh fishes, fresh veggies, been a while since I last accompanied my mom going to the wet market. Puchong's roads were clear and hassle-free. My black ninja is in a good condition. Washed, vacuumed. Had a lil' chitchat with Mom while driving through. Only.. I'm not fully awake.

Nur Kasih?

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Beyond amazing. That story, you'll remember for good. 5 full stars to the film. On the other hand, I am gonna dooze off having my selected playlists on my ipod banging my ears. Princess, checking out :)

I have

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John Mayer's song stuck in my head.

Interesting!

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this is the first time I'm updating blogspot via iBlogger on my iphone hehehehe

Birthday Wishlist

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Not much tho, just this,

Or this one,

Why..

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.. am I always the victim. Been questioning this ever since April. Good morning world. Its 6am, I am awake, waiting for the cab, working alone in the morning shift. Alone, again. Means, no sleeping, no breaks, no food, just me, the counter, the Aphelions, turnstiles, members passing through, me looking like a sleepy fool.. As usual. Don't you just love, my life? :] And at 1pm, will be this sleepy fool, doozing on the sofa in the staff room like nobody's business. Written on my face ; stay away, I don't wanna be bothered.

A girl, named, remembered and will never be forgotten

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Hey baby girl, have a safe trip to Malacca. Have fun while you're there, didn't expect you're leaving this soon. Thanks for telling me just 2 weeks before you leave and had me tearing on the phone. So in 2 years time we'd probably graduate under the same course, so will I get to hang with you back again? I'm gonna miss you Nadia Alias. So before you leave at Subuh tomorrow morning, remember that you have me, bare in mind that I have your back, like always eversince 2007. Toss and cheers to my baby girl :') Love and kisses from me

Holy crap, my life is getting much more interesting then

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I don't have any reasons hating my life at all.

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Macbook is stupid. Safari kept crashing since last night. I want a mini Dell laptop. RM999 <-- Good digits to start with. Wow I finally have something to buy next month. Mwahahaha

For your reference,

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Such a good memorable candid shot by the photographer. Asha, Myself, Affy, Aunt Yus, Nasu and Mama in white.

What to?

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Definitely listen to the Music God of RnB

Artist : The Black Eyed Peas

Title : Don't Stop the Party

I want this, Mummy!

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For my birthday! I ought to have something sexy on my 18th birthday right . . .

http://victoriasecretlover.blogspot.com/

Achmed, the dead terrorist!

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Watched this when I was 15, one of my bff gave this to me. Good thing to make you laugh, for a few mins to enlighten your head, stress and work! Love it. Enjoy dear followers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go

I'd like to have his new album, having it played everyday

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K59Tmrs9YD0

Take Me, dalle!

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPo5wWmKEaI

You might have your reasons, but you will never have my rhymes

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- John Mayer

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My Little Princess

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Finally met this little Princess after a while. I miss you baby Mia Danya Yasmine :'*

Confidence is a stain they can't wipe off

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Hello

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If I were to update my life where I left it in 2009 here on Blogspot, you'd probably have to flip through 3 or more pages. You guys can go Facebook, or Tumblr. www.iamthebanana.tumblr.com :]

What Boredom Did To Me ;

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1. how are you?

i've been very fine

2. who was the last person you hugged?

afiqah i think heh

3. look to your left, what do you see?

Nicole haha

4. where do you like to be the most?

home, on my bed. And anywhere with Hafidz

5. whats your fave film?

Too much to list down but my all time favourite films will be Star Wars Saga :)

6. what does the last person you commented on myspace mean to you?

haven't check my comments today

7. what did you last laugh about?

Ohhhh Mrs.Jasbeer suddenly shouting at the back of the class HAHA

8. where was your default took?

in KL

9. whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy?

sincerity

10. if your still in school, whats your fave lesson?

IT Class cause I get to online and do creepy stuffs to the computer mwahah

11. what do you work as / want to work as?

I;m working as a Sales Assistant, but my ambition is to be a Graphic Designer ; the creative most succesful graphic designer, to be precise

12. do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?

Guitar Hero II & III

13. who never fails to make you laugh?

my boyfriend.

14. what are you listening to right now?

my teacher calling out names :)

15. who did you last have a sleepover with?

Ahhhhh.

16. i bet you miss someone, who?!

My boyfriend.

17. are you happy with your life right now?

yes,

18. why did you last get upset?

becauseeeeee, someone didn't make it to my birthday dinner party

19. who was the last person you texted?

Hafidz

20. who do you live with?

my siblings + my grandma + my maid

21. do you like living with them?

yes. it'd be better with my mom and my dad around though ;l

22. whats your mood right now on myspace?

annoyed :)

24. did you realise that there was no 23?

oh no.

25. what does your profile song mean to you?

one of the music genre i dig

26. who did you last shout at and why?

can't recall who.

27. are you normally a happy person?

nahh not really.

28. what was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?

Hmm, oh Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak with Hfdz HAHAHA!

29. whats your fave food?

Anything without chillies in it :)

30. are you in love?

Apparently, yes

31. do you remember how you was 3 years ago?

I was 13years old and I was very dark because I was involved in outdoor activites

32. if so, does it make you cringe?

not at all

33. if you could be with someone right now, who would it be?

Hfdz Mataaa

34. do you have any blogs on your myspace?

noo, i don't think people will even read it. Plus, i hid the link to my blog mwahah

35. whats your fave thing in your room?

my hamsters!

36. is this quiz boring you?

naaaah.

37. if you had one wish, what would you wish for?

for my parents to get back together.

38. when was the last time you lied?

uhhhh during Maths period ahah

39. are your lips chapped?

nope

40. any last words?

i feel lazy to walk to the teacher's room and pass up the paperworks. SHIT

I'm Finally 16!

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17th June 2009 ; I can say I'm pretty satisfied this yearrrr. Despite not having my dad around, I can still see there are still people who still care about me :) *grins happily* And the best thing is, I celebrated my birthday with my boyfriend, Mr. Hafidz :) He bought Hamsters for meeeee! I loveeeee those two hamsters like wtf?! Male is named Tubbie and the female one is named Jubjub. I love my boyfriend, and bby thanks for the hamsters. It's freaking cute, only god know. Bless you, my love! Later at night, I went to Summit to have dinner with my family. Hafidz was supposed to be there, buttttt. Whatever. Ho-ho. Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. I really appreciate it. Oh Missing Dinie & Epul like fark.

Areeq Boy's 3rd Birthday<3

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Venue : KFC Petronas Drive-Thru, USJ 21
Time : 2.30pm Till 4.30pm

Ohhh just awesome. I call this one THE REAL GATHERING. Why? Cause Aunt Yus & Cikmi were there along with their kids. Ohhh Aman Yusof was also there, looking extreeemely cute & handsome with his pretty smile :) After that we went to the arcade, Giant Putra Heights and spent lots of money. Played Daytona. AND I WON! Even Cikmi lost HAHAHA

The Number 2

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Yeappp, the number for me brings goodluck (HAHA) Anyways, on June 2nd, we celebrated Al's 2nd Birthdaaay! She was so fucking cute :O Venue : KizSport, Great Eastern. Started at 4 till 8pm (which was suppose to end at 6.30pm). We also celebrated Amy's birthday partyyyy. Her sweet 16th birthday, btw :)

SHRIMPS ATTACK

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Yesterday, 29th May 09, I brought Mama and Alodat to Bubba Gump, Sunway Pyramid for our late night dinner. And yeaaah, I ordered Shrimper's Heaven (must try) and Delta Sunset (drinks), and trust me, they serve theeee best shrimp ever *echoes*. I'm being abit dramatic but heeey, so what? It's not wrong to brag when you're happy + so fucking satisfied with your dishes right? Right after our dinner, we went to PJ Hilton, and partied (Uncle Chilli's). To be honest, their mixed songs are waaaay better than Euphoria by Ministry of Sound. Don't be offended clubbers, I still prefer Euphoria when it comes to the dance floor! Euphoria has the biggest dance floor remember? I'm very tired though. Thursday night, (ladies' night) I was in Euphoria, and the next day, Hilton. But heeeey, use your legs wisely! Dance + Party while you can ;)

Manchester United Asia Tour 2009

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I'm am soooooo fucking excited since Manchester United is coming to Malaysia (jumps up and down). Plus, I also bought the tickets and I got the training passes toooo. Be jealous yo! Well you can get the tickets now though.

Al-Ikhsan stores. Prices :
Free Seating : RM58, RM68, RM98
Numbered : RM108, RM308

16 & Thinking Straight

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Apparently, I'm talking about Dayana's Suprise birthday party. Just yesterday (28th May 2009) And we had at her house, TanaMera. Big thanks to Arissa & Sabrina for planning and inviting. D was soooooo shocked and she couldn't stop saying "WTFUCK?" Hahahaha! Well It was a blast anyway since yes, we had our friends there. Amy baby, Nddie and Anis got in the pool with Shaukat (how do we spell his name again?) And it was just fun, you know, having your friends around with youuu, and plus exam's over and we're having our 2weeks school holidays next week starting on the 30th of May 09'. Catch you later. Loves xoxo